sometimes my emotion is just the word “fuckign”
speeaakkkiinngggg of vampire :)))))) ha, cute! yes, i remember, and i’d still love to, if i’m honest. biting is my favourite thing, sigh…uh, so you want a second part to blood bank, is what you’re saying? so do i. lemme finish this thing i’m working on and then we’ll see ♥
YEAH, I’M ALL RIGHT, THANKS FOR ASKING. i spiralled into insanity for about four hours today but then i gave myself a little spank & listened to some leonard cohen and he definitely calmed me down a bit. also i’m stressing about silly stuff anyways, i cause my own fucking problems and i don’t know why i do it! this means lots though, thank you, i hope you’re well :)
i agree that their public interactions have lessened a little bit but realistically, we only see such a small part of how they are together, and i don’t think two people who bonded so quickly & so strongly like they did could ever just throw that away…I WOULD NEVER. follow that person to the end of the earth, i would! and you can tell that they’re still good friends, it’s just their band is more exposed now so there are probably more rules, probably some behind-the-scenes stuff going on, i don’t know…i mean, WHAT DO I KNOW OF WHAT’S IN THEIR HEARTS? i’ve got no clue, i’ve just got my little hopes & some optimism (meaning; i think it’s still each other). xo ~
haha yeah i know what you mean! i mean, well, we like what we like…but i also think it’s ‘cause there’s a certain formulaic vibe to about 99% of “mainstream” (for lack of a better word) films/stories that feature heterosexual romances…like, it’s just boring to watch, the female characters in big films especially are often written in a way that comes across as very flat, like they’re just there as an accessory to the male characters & therefore the romances seem just as flat. when i’m reading fic (i say fic specifically bc fic writers have been 100x better at writing interesting relationships than lots of screenwriters, even screenwriters who write queer romance films..IDGI), usually my favourite part is the development of the relationship, the build-up, the tension, etc, and so there’s nothing interesting or arousing to me about watching a relationship develop if it’s happening between two underdeveloped (can’t think of a better word) characters…which is usually what happens in big films/stories. AH, IDK HOW TO DESCRIBE IT. but besides that, lots of people, even girls, prefer to watch two boys make out rather than a boy and a girl…i don’t know if there’s a science behind it or what, but it’s not uncommon…:) goodnight to you as well x
cold weather means harry styles IN SWEATERS!!! big sweaters, bright sweaters, and my favorite, RAGGEDY COZY SWEATERS!!! and if that doesn’t get u excited for autumn and winter idk what will tbh
you told me again you prefer handsome men, but for me you would make an exception ~ ~ ah, nicest song. thanks :-)
well you know that i love to live with you,
but you make me forget so very much.
i forget to pray for the angels
and then the angels forget to pray for us.
now so long, marianne, it’s time that we began
to laugh and cry and cry and laugh about it all again.